Letter To Mary
05/06/25
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Dear Mary,
Who we are inside, is so different from the person that we portray ourselves to be to the world. My journey has been tremendously inward focused. I have been at rest physically, while going through mountains and peaks inside of me. The journey within is truly wonderous. On this journey, I have seen things that only a few around me could envision. I have seen the sins of Lucifer and have seen the love of God. Inside of me, I have suffered for love. I have come to know and understand the reality of the world and have stood past a few trials that have led me to conclude that my love for the world is vast. I always wondered why people of this earth suffered. Whenever I would see people suffering, I felt the need to somehow inflict that suffering onto myself, to feel the pain of mankind. I know I decided to come to this earth to experience what it was like being in the vulnerable form of a woman, and to see how I can rise back to the great lord God, being in the form I have taken birth in. It may not seem so at face, but I have experienced suffering at great heights both in this physical world and in the spiritual world.
I have felt the pain inflicted by the thought of the death of a loved one. I have felt what it is like to lose true love, twin flame love. I have felt what it is like to have my personal space invaded repeatedly. I have seen the unjust ways of the world but have come to know that no one that is truly pure and of the great lord God, can truly be deprived of justice. The lord’s mighty hand has always been above me, and I cannot thank him enough for the love and protection I have received. The truth is that I wanted all the sufferings that I have encountered in this life. I wanted to be a part of mankind’s pain, and one day I know I will be a part of mankind’s healing, having experienced all the things that I have experienced. I know who I am, and one day I pray I am revealed to the world in the most loving way. Until then I know, “its business as usual…” Glory to the lord!
I will add that where most people spend their entire lives focused on the physical world, I haven’t even started physical life for 30 years, although, I am alive. Much of my capabilities are restricted. Movement is restricted. Money is not flowing in. Thinking is restricted. Communication is also restricted. Although it doesn’t seem so, this is God’s love for me. He doesn’t want me to live just any material life. When the time comes and my identity is revealed, the life I will have will be nothing short of magnificent. During this time, I am learning how to be patient and to keep having faith that my life will commence in his name. My life is devoted to God and to creation. I am at a point where I know that life is preparing me to be a leader in the world. I am destined to experience great things, as amazing as the love of the great lord, God. Most of my life, I have been a devotee…this may be alarming to many of the people in my life. I do not make my faith obvious or share my love for God with family. It’s just something I have kept to myself.
I know the time to start speaking to them about my spirituality and love for God is here. I hope to enlighten them with my truth one day, until then I know that they may not be open to hearing me out. Everything looks to them as if I am in desperate need of external help and self help, when in reality life is preparing me to help others. The issue is that we take the physical world to be the supreme judge of our success, when God is the supreme judge. He is working for me, when nothing is working for me in the physical life. I cannot wait to see what the future has in store for me.
– Mary