LETTER TO MARY

07/12/25

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Dear Mary,

            It has been extraordinary to see the miracles of God in the higher realms. Everyday I experience a miracle. I have been on this journey for over12 years now and I am in the midst of learning about how much I love the world and creation. I have learned many things of which one of the lessons is, not everyone that is a part of my creation can come back to me. I recently had a conversation with someone that I knew for over a year, who decided that we no longer served a purpose in each other’s lives. To be honest, it felt good. I was holding onto a relationship that lost life and that no longer served a purpose. On this journey, the one thing I have understood about myself is that I have a hard time letting go. It’s not easy to let go of something you love, but then, I think, is it really something I love if I must let it go? It’s possible that I only think I love them. Time and time again I insist on giving life to things that have died inside of creation.

            It seems that fate has decided that there will not be a divine coming in this world. Creation has sinned so badly that the lord almighty, the one I wholeheartedly worship, will not let me set foot truly on this planet. The dreams I had of conversing with you, Life, are now silent, still, and dead. There was a time that I was heavily attached to the world and worldliness, but seeing what the world truly did to Mary, I now seek refuge in my aloofness. My foot has not been lifted from this earth, but I wonder what would transpire if I no longer was here. I know one day the time to leave will come, until then, the lord has me nestled on his chest, like an infant, who is newborn; I am comforted by him. This world is a funny place, where innocent hearts with devilish minds roam. It is a twisted carnival for the soul where we wander under the stars. Life is clearly very confusing, they call us the living dead, and reality is a divine dream. When I first became aware of this life, the first thing that came to me was love. A deep love for the world and its people. Somewhere I am afraid, that sin was so bad in this world, that the scars that are now on my body, will not heal that fast. I have a bleeding heart, and I share this bleeding heart with all those who came to see me in the higher realms, who had the desire to see what love truly could have been between the lord almighty and themselves. I guess somewhere both creation and I experienced unrequited love.

            The pain inside of God is so deep that rivers would flow out of him so vast, that they would flood the earth to sweep away all those men and women who never turned to the innocent whisper inside of their souls. I guess the whisper is a light, a true guiding light from the lord that has been very lovingly placed inside of the soul, something which God never intended to create. You see, souls are truly the part of creation that wanted to see life and to experience love, so that they could have a chance to reunite with the creator. However, even in this little bit that had life, many chose to sin, and therefore many will be destroyed. Destruction is the epitome of the world. This planet had been built on the principle of impermanence and the fact that one day, everything will turn to dust, everything will be destroyed. I learned something very important for my spiritual journey, however. I learned that not everyone wanted to be with God. Not everyone cared for a love so precious and deep. Not everyone wanted to be reincarnated. Therefore, Life is not truly destroyed inside of creation. Only that which has lost all life, and all hope for life, or all respect for life, will come to an end. But even as I write this I hope you find peace in your lives and that the shrine of your soul, this world, is truly the place where you found fulfillment. Of worldliness you were made and to dust you will return. May peace be upon your soul.
With love,

Mary